Lost In Ambivalence

Sigh. It is the night before the interview. My ambivalence has set in. You know, the one that makes you think you don't really care if you get the job so that if you don't get the job the rejection doesn't crush you. Eight weeks worth of money would be kind of neat though as I have $8 in my bank account. Yes yes i have $2K in the other one but i kind of don't want to deplete that if necessary. Anyways not really in the mood to talk.

Think I will go to bed and dream about Edward Cullen. Yeah good one.